// Blink //

Blink!
It all flashes by.
On a Sunday evening, after having an amazing weekend, I walk by the sunny lawns and blink - that moment flashes.

// December 13, 2010 //
Crowded by people I knew, my view of her was been blocked. The reason I had been through this long 24 hour flight was waiting in desperation for that one moment.We were to meet after four long dry months.

Clearing the people aside, I speed my way to her. Just seeing her made it all worthy. I could keep seeing her all day in that moment. In a flash, she is in my arms, trust me nothing was better than this. Nothing.

I could rejoice all those moments spent together and could feel her. In light voice I whisper assuring her, "I love you." And reach for her neck to leave my smooth mark. Precious.

For I could see her in a Salwar with that smooth, silky and thick black hair. I knew this was what I needed. Her skin just felt warm and wiped my tears with love.

That was all I could desire for. Love, at its purest best.
Lucky me.

If moments spent together are remembered at the most random times, what else can it mean?

PS: Penning a dream, a walking dream in the sunny-windy weather of Florida. This moment is what makes me live for. More than her, I love such moments spent with her.

For what I believe in.

This is solely written for the other side of things in my life.
Sometimes, that one person needs to know you completely.

For what I believe in,
I used to smile,
Now I just have it in a file,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
Inner self I see,
Sorry for my own spree,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
Change is what is needed,
Love now has been pleaded,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
I never really knew,
All i had is just these few,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
Evil it is, nothing more,
Ugh, it might taste sore,
For what I believe in.

For the horrible me, What I tend to believe in is what I choose not to do.