Today, marks the sixth month. Time has flown by pretty fast. Still remember that sole moment - midnight. The kiss staring into the ocean of future. The day by itself and the emotions it carried. Wah Taj!
Who would have guessed, the journey would take a completely different direction? So to speak, it came by a shock. Maybe the inbuilt pressure, the scary cry of the soul and the essence of speaking it out, but all I wished for is one try. One try to have spoken it out once? Hard enough, I believe. Nevertheless, six months now, * are in a better position I guess. Collecting the scattered pieces and having a different outlook to life, has its own perks. I guess, it's surprising how * are growing independently, coz my view was different.
It's all about sharing. Sharing your worst fears, biggest mistakes and your happiest moments. Confusing as it may seem, confusing it is. Spreading the peace wasn't so easy. Keeping it together wasn't too. Silence is what I live in, coz that moment has passed and as they say, stop the passing coz it may not pass again. Fear is what I creep into. Moments of silence. Maybe, it shall all remain like this forever, coz ultimately the whole point is happiness. Maybe * am not the one. Maybe * am not such fun. Maybe * am not fit.
Cleaning the mess *'ve made. Getting it down, down under. Pushing the limits. Not taking it out. Spending it all on other. Some decisions are just too harsh to get along.
Six months from now, no clue where the road takes *. No idea about what may happen.
But but but, that space still stays, forever. Even if it's not the right thing. Love.
Who would have guessed, the journey would take a completely different direction? So to speak, it came by a shock. Maybe the inbuilt pressure, the scary cry of the soul and the essence of speaking it out, but all I wished for is one try. One try to have spoken it out once? Hard enough, I believe. Nevertheless, six months now, * are in a better position I guess. Collecting the scattered pieces and having a different outlook to life, has its own perks. I guess, it's surprising how * are growing independently, coz my view was different.
It's all about sharing. Sharing your worst fears, biggest mistakes and your happiest moments. Confusing as it may seem, confusing it is. Spreading the peace wasn't so easy. Keeping it together wasn't too. Silence is what I live in, coz that moment has passed and as they say, stop the passing coz it may not pass again. Fear is what I creep into. Moments of silence. Maybe, it shall all remain like this forever, coz ultimately the whole point is happiness. Maybe * am not the one. Maybe * am not such fun. Maybe * am not fit.
Cleaning the mess *'ve made. Getting it down, down under. Pushing the limits. Not taking it out. Spending it all on other. Some decisions are just too harsh to get along.
Six months from now, no clue where the road takes *. No idea about what may happen.
But but but, that space still stays, forever. Even if it's not the right thing. Love.
For God alone, my soul waits in silence.
