Time Machine

Wish I had one,
I know I'm not the only one.

I'd go back and wipe,
Coz now I can't even skype.

Sometimes, we cross it,
Nothing then can be a perfect fit.

Cry or die, it won't change,
Just coz you crossed your range.

Once you break the trust,
The heart is full of rust.

Neither can it rejuvenate,
Nor can it hibernate.

Live with it now,
All I ask is how.

Wish I had one,
I know I'm not the only one.

When things happen rapidly, STOP,LOOK and CROSS.

Second Chance

For what I believe in,
I've got no sin.

I have done something,
Now can i ask for anything.

Screams are what I hear,
Coz now all I do is fear.

She was considerate,
Although I didn't reciprocate.

Oh, well she did forgive,
Anything better could I neither ask nor give.

Think and try to enhance,
Coz, life may not give a second chance.

For what I believe in,
I've got no sin.

Forgiveness is something that should be desired only when cared for.

Moment of Regrets.

Bitter moments,
Shatter arguments.

These wounds ain't gonna heal,
Coz now it should have a seal.

Love is something special,
Not physical, not facial.

She might forgive,
Faith is something I can't give.

I'm not the one,
I wish I had conveyed this on day one.

Now, the attachment,
Leads to entanglement.

Oh, I want her out of this,
I ain't no good and she is.

These wounds ain't gonna heal,
Coz now it should have a seal.

Bitter moments,
Shatter arguments.

Always think before doing something, coz for some you mean everything.

Moment of Mistakes

So, it takes just a second,
A moment when one is beckoned.

Slowly travelling through the vein,
It took time to reach my brain.

Having no clue,
That second just flew.

Everything that followed ain't any same,
No wonder they say, Love is a game.

Can't I face her now?
Will I be able to, How?

My hands had rust,
There ain't no trust.

Being conservative was good,
Being open is not my food.

It took time to see,
But now I see the Sea.

A Sea of fear,
Unnoticed goes where a tear.

So, it takes just a second,
A moment when one is beckoned.

// Blink //

Blink!
It all flashes by.
On a Sunday evening, after having an amazing weekend, I walk by the sunny lawns and blink - that moment flashes.

// December 13, 2010 //
Crowded by people I knew, my view of her was been blocked. The reason I had been through this long 24 hour flight was waiting in desperation for that one moment.We were to meet after four long dry months.

Clearing the people aside, I speed my way to her. Just seeing her made it all worthy. I could keep seeing her all day in that moment. In a flash, she is in my arms, trust me nothing was better than this. Nothing.

I could rejoice all those moments spent together and could feel her. In light voice I whisper assuring her, "I love you." And reach for her neck to leave my smooth mark. Precious.

For I could see her in a Salwar with that smooth, silky and thick black hair. I knew this was what I needed. Her skin just felt warm and wiped my tears with love.

That was all I could desire for. Love, at its purest best.
Lucky me.

If moments spent together are remembered at the most random times, what else can it mean?

PS: Penning a dream, a walking dream in the sunny-windy weather of Florida. This moment is what makes me live for. More than her, I love such moments spent with her.

For what I believe in.

This is solely written for the other side of things in my life.
Sometimes, that one person needs to know you completely.

For what I believe in,
I used to smile,
Now I just have it in a file,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
Inner self I see,
Sorry for my own spree,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
Change is what is needed,
Love now has been pleaded,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
I never really knew,
All i had is just these few,
For what I believe in.

For what I believe in,
Evil it is, nothing more,
Ugh, it might taste sore,
For what I believe in.

For the horrible me, What I tend to believe in is what I choose not to do.

LOL

Finally doing something good.
Apart from just eating food.

I am now productive.
Feels addictive.

Shine for glory,
It's time for the jury.

Before the end of the day,
I will have something new to say.



PS: Feels good to blog again! :)

Ohh. San Francisco.

San Francisco, as we all know.
Happy or sad, neither to show.

When I get ready for Fall
I already hear them all.

Screaming, fighting & wishing,
All she was doing is missing.

Now I Can't ask her to come,
Wish I stayed, from where I come.

Four months of summer,
A sweet tale of a hummer.

I wish I had her here,
If not now, but sometime in near.

6th April 2011

I have no clue why I end up with so much work.

This is yet another night where I have to stay awake all night and do my work.
This is horrible.

I wish I had a bucket of coke with a nice Zero gravity straw! :P

Ok, so now the Google Science Fair deadline has been extended and I have another day to improve my project. I have got a few suggestions from people who have seen my research, they say they want it to be more realistic, even I feel it's more of an intuitive project. Let's see how much i can get down today.

I have to turn in one English essay and one research paper too by tomorrow.

And I have been postponing my .NET classwork. i hope to start that also today.

best of luck to me!

It is 1130pm on 6th April.

Google Science Fair 2011

So I finally complete my project for the Google Science Fair 2011.
Though I'm not fully satisfied coz I know I could do better if I started a couple of days back, I'm happy that I atleast got something done before time.

The past 30 hours were horrible. No sleep. No food. Only Physics.
It was fun though.
It just got the best out of me. :)

I'm happy! :D

I feel proud of myself after so long. I have done something productive after about 2-3 years. My god, I feel Awesome!! :D

This is my project: http://sites.google.com/site/abhishekbarlasreasearch/

And it's youtube video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmQAhQT6_LM

Google Science Fair

Ok!
So, it's 21 hours before the deadline, that I realize I haven't started my project.
I have planned everything though.
It's 3am on 4th April 2011, lets see if I can get this done.

All the best to me!

27th March 2011

Ok!
So I'm active on my blog after a long, very long time.
I hope to be active quite often from now.

I will be updating the blog whenever I do something.

So, today I had a normal day.
It's 10pm in the night and I start coding my website Munificence, I hope to make it better. I have the whole night ahead. Let's see how much I can work on. :)